Silent short circuit – Part 1

Every journey begins with something. For some – with a book, for others – with a meeting. But for Vitaly, it began with pain. Not metaphorical pain, but real, physical, exhausting pain. The pain that does not let you sleep, that does not let you go for a minute, that makes you look not for pills, but for the truth.

But that’s just the beginning.

When illness struck not only him, but also the woman closest to him – his wife – his life was divided into before and after. In a world where everything seems to be “right”: clean water, healthy food, his own vegetable garden, good intentions – suddenly his health collapses. And a question arises that turns everything upside down:
“If we’ve been doing everything right – why is this happening?”

This story is not just a confession. It is the journey of a man determined not to give up. It is a living story of how the search for causes turns into a spiritual journey.
This is Vitaly’s first step towards a completely new understanding of the body, life and the deep patterns of the Universe.

Pain, loss, and searching

My name is Vitaly, and this is my story. A story that I used to tell only to friends and in private chats. But now I feel that it’s time to speak openly. Maybe it will help someone. Because the path my wife and I traveled was hard. Very. But it was the path that brought me to life.

Well, I’ll try to start at the beginning. How did it all start for me in the first place? Why did I suddenly start logging kilometers, walking like a madman?

About 4-5 years ago, my legs started hurting a lot. So much so that the pain did not go away at all. Every day I had to give myself a massage and stretching to make it subside a little. And this despite the fact that I was quite active – I did not lie on the couch all day long. Yes, a sedentary lifestyle, like many people, but not to such an extent!

I went, as most “ordinary” people do, to my family doctor. I told him: “My legs have been hurting unbearably for several months. If I walk a little more, it gets a little easier, but it still hurts. And now my back has started to hurt a lot, and my arms. In the morning to wash my face – burning pain in my elbows. It’s as if my whole body is signaling: “Something is wrong”.

The doctor, of course, ordered tests. I agreed even to paid tests – it was important for me to understand what was happening to me. I wanted to get to the bottom of the cause. In the end, I had this conversation with the doctor:

– Sugar’s a little high at 7.2. But in general, it’s normal for your age. When it rises to 9 or 10, then we will treat it.

– And the rest of the tests?

– Also within the normal range.

– Well, then where’s the pain coming from?

No response. I was advised to see a surgeon.

I called a surgeon I knew, Victor, my age, whom I had known for a long time. He looked at the tests, felt my legs: “No, it’s not blood vessels, everything is palpable. The tests were normal for my age, too. But I can barely walk, like a robot. My grandfather at my age walked 40 kilometers a day and nothing, but me? My back has been hurting since I was young, but now my legs are failing too.

He sent me to get an MRI.  He thought it might be a pinched nerve or something. But it’s all a blur. No diagnosis, no help.

Then another story began. I had a wife. We lived together for 13 years. We both didn’t overwork, we lived in our own pleasure: we did our favorite things, helped our neighbors, rescued animals. We had enough money. We lived on the land, grew our own food, prepared it ourselves, we ate a minimum of food from the store, we ate everything homemade and clean. We drank clean water after reverse osmosis. No chemicals, no herbicides. We even picked slugs in the vegetable garden by hand.

In the spring of 2022, when the SWO began, everything changed. My wife began to worry about friends and acquaintances all over Ukraine and the CIS. She read letters, wrote herself. A very kind and sensitive person. And a month after the beginning of events she turned yellow. Her face became a green-bronze shade. I insisted on tests and ultrasound.

The result was shocking: a pancreatic tumor. At best – a year of life, at worst – weeks…. The tumor blocked the bile duct, the liver couldn’t cope, bilirubin was off the charts. The surgery to install a shunt was urgently needed to get the bile flowing again.

The marathon began. We found a good doctor, transported her to Lithuania – a 3500 km journey in the middle of the war. I gave all the savings I’d collected over the years. They operated there, inserted a tube. She was relieved. A few days later she was already walking 10 kilometers, went to the sea – she knew that there was not much time left and tried to live it brightly.

I stayed home. The dogs, the cats, the household – everything was on me. I couldn’t even visit her: my back hurt so much that I was afraid I couldn’t stand the road. Once in my childhood, a motorcycle with a sidecar loaded with 200 kilograms passed over my back. The pain has been my companion ever since. It got to the point where I would work for an hour and lie down for half a day.

My motivation to find the cause of this disease is rabid. The food was right, the water was clean, the lifestyle was normal. Why did all this happen?

I started digging. I read, watched videos. One video on YouTube struck me – they were telling me how it was possible to bring a person out of any cancerous condition. But the video was quickly deleted. I looked for it again, but it was useless. Algorithms hide such things.

Then I came across Sergei Dalmatov’s video “The Exorcist Himself”. The story of a strong man who went through collapse, illness, debt. He said that the reason is in me, and it is necessary to find it, but everyone has his own reason. He turned to God, “Help me realize what I need to realize and understand.” And he found a way. It caught on. I started praying like that too, asking questions: “What do you want to tell me through this?”

I began to learn to listen not to reason, but to intuition, to the voice of the Spirit. I realized that I didn’t know how to listen to answers, I didn’t understand them, so I had to learn. I went to a closed Telegram chat where people helped each other to find the true causes of problems. I paid 15 euros and started to learn. Gradually, something started to become clearer.

And here’s the climax: aphids. Yes, yes, the common aphid on cucumbers in the greenhouse. WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT? First the irritation: “What do I spray with?” Then the inner voice says, “Look deeper.”

And I realized: she didn’t just show up in my life for no reason, I’m the reason ….. It’s a signal. Like disease. Like pain. Like death. Nature whispers: “Figure it out.”

It’s just beginning

What Vitaly went through, many people go through. Pain that doctors can’t explain. Fatigue that won’t go away. Answers that don’t come.

But he didn’t stop. Instead of being silent and resigned, he began to listen – not only to his body, but to Life itself. He began to ask questions that could not be googled for answers. He learned to distinguish between the voice of the mind and the voice of the spirit. And that was his true awakening.

In the next installment, his journey gets even deeper.

He finds strange coincidences, forgotten knowledge, closed doors that suddenly begin to open. He begins to see that the universe speaks to him through pain, through plants, through aphids on cucumbers….

The sequel follows. And it will be no less revealing than the beginning.